All of the time @Wesley_Acheson! Well, not all of the time, but a lot of the time. It can be quite challenging to keep a momentum going for a length of time when there are so many other things happening all around us.
Sometimes I find a little break from things can be helpful, but I have also found that having too long a break can then make it more difficult to return to - on that note I will confess that it has been 4 years since I went to the gym. I have in the last 18 months gained 3 stone. It has become a self-defeating spiral - I am over weight and feel like I have no energy to go to the gym in an effort to lose it, because I don’t go, I don’t lose it… and around I go!
Sometimes I have found a little change in direction can be useful, you said yourself that you did a little off-course work, that’s great, be proud of that, that’s kind of the point of taking the course isn’t it - so in a lot of ways there you have actually made more progress
Maybe a little bit of self-evaluation is in order, I’m one for lists, perhaps jotting down the reasons for why you wanted to take the course and then the things you have really enjoyed doing, along with the things that have been more challenging - but on that last one, be sure to frame it positively, so perhaps a specific lecture was really hard, but guess what, you got through it, so well done! If you can identify what you have enjoyed so far, why not go back and have another go at one of those items, but put your own spin on it. For example, if you had enjoyed doing the bunny lecture (I appreciate that’s the one you’ve stopped at at the moment), why not do it again, but choose a different fluffy beasty! Or create a completely new beasty! Just have some one with it and create something weird.
I haven’t been through the showcase topics for a little while (I need to do that more often!) - but if you haven’t share some of the work you have done, consider sharing it with the other students/members - a little feedback can go a long way and do a lot of good. Mention the things you were proud of, the things you found more difficult, perhaps other people will have found the same things challenging so then you won’t feel like you are the only one.
I am definitely a procrastinator, especially at the moment anyway (a long story I won’t bore you with), but I did enjoy watching this Ted talk, it might not be exactly how you are feeling or how’d you’d describe yourself, but it may well offer a little light hearted humour - and that’s a good thing too
Enjoy: