Thanks mate, your words are really inspiring. I’m trying to get over it but it’s much harder. I see experience game developers say follow tutorials and then try it out by yourself. I follow Ben in the course but when I’m all alone I completely lose it.
Sometimes I even get confused what Ben is doing. Like in the case of Argon Assault where you have to control the movement of your ship. It took me 10 days to understand what he is doing. And now I’m in the realm rush section where I’m getting confused on the path finding thingy.
Few days ago I was trying to play around with unity with a completely empty project which I’ve named simulator. I did implement some of the mechanics but not by my own rather following tutorials which I’m not that proud of. I wanna implement something all by my own. When I follow tutorials it feels like someone is holding your hand and you’re protected.
I see people in YouTube post “1 year of learning game development” and when show their journey, I really get amazed and feel like I’ve been doing game development and I haven’t made any progress and him posting on youtube ----“Man he must be extraordinary” this is how I feel.
I see Dani, blackthronprod, Jabriels all of them made progress within an year, then I question myself why, why, why, why can’t I do it.
But I won’t give up I will stick to it no matter what, whether it takes me my whole life.